As I lay here Inhaling amber and sandalwood, feeling goosebumps form from the breeze off the lake, soaking up rays of sunshine, and drowning in melodies of CoCoRosie… my heart rate is slow and steady; my body is relaxed. I love stretching from head to toe, letting my body unravel with every breath. Each unravelling further inspires my contentment.
Yesterday I unfortunately found out that the cabin I spoke of previously is rented. There was a couple that hadn’t made up their mind (whether or not they wanted the cabin) when I stumbled upon it, and sadly, they signed a lease. In waiting for a response, I told my mother (being half way serious) that I was going to move to LA if I didn’t get this place. To me, it was meant to be, or it simply wasn’t. Perhaps I belong in LA for the time being because I think that was a sign. Last night I also found out that there is a place for me out there already, which is another sign to me. I’m not in love with LA, but its good to experience change. My idealistic lifestyle of homesteading isn’t going anywhere, except into my future. If I’m being realistic, it only makes sense for me to live in South Florida or (especially) LA while I’m in the Industry for my main income. Some of you may wonder why I don’t just look for another place to live out the plans I made. Well, I did. I looked over roughy fifteen states, and no luck. There are four other places that I like in four different states (GA, NC, SC, CO), but none of them compare. This is not what I envisioned, or what I wanted, but I have faith in the Universe and trust wherever it chooses to take me. Besides, my happiness is within me. Its not reliant on anything else, so what do I have to lose?
* Wisdom Teeth *
The swelling from my wisdom teeth has (FINALLY!) completely diminished. If you touch my cheeks you can still feel the swelling, but its no longer visible. When I got them removed, I actually woke up during the procedure, and it took twice as long as it was supposed to! The dentist had to cut each of the four teeth four different times to be able to extract them. Many of you asked if I took anything for the pain, and eventually, yes, I did. The first few days I was able to tough it out. A few days passed, and there were things that I had to accomplish that required me getting off of the couch. That, and I wasn’t able to sleep at night because the pain was so bad. So, yes.. Vicodin came into the picture.
* Twerk Twerk Twerk All Day Long *
I actually don’t have enough ass to twerk, so we’ll just stick to work! Hahaha. As most of you know, I happily resigned with Reality Kings for another six months. I currently have 11 scenes out, which you can find on RealityKings.com (8 scenes), HdLove.com (2 scenes), and GfRevenge.com (1 scene). I won’t be shooting again until the last week of April!
* One on One Time *
I have recently started offering chances to spend one on one time with me. The price tag of said time covers my travel expenses, and whatever we end up doing. Its not something that I will be making money from, but its even better. It allows me a chance to experience things with new people, and vice versa. I am fascinated by many of you, and would appreciate the pleasure of getting to know you. I will probably announce one of these once a month on here and/or on my twitter. Feel free to suggest and request things as well. All ideas are most definitely welcome!
Hope you have a weekend full of merriment and love, Darlings.. !